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August 6, 2012  It is around one and a half month I am in Depok without any activities. I have been healthier now, I already can walk without stake and I think I have been healthy to make farther trip to other cities. and today I get some thoughts for how should I be in the coming moment. I hope I could take wiser path for my life now. I still am thinking a lot for this. June 15, 2012 It is already more than one month I have been absent from this blogger. I was just discharged from hospital three days ago. I had got accident, my leg was hurt and also my lumber was very painful. As long as my soul is still inside with me, I have to make good every moment I have. The virtual world of dream had ended, now I must walk on with everything I have in my hand. Yes, I have lost everything, including my faith, even I want to protect my faith, I want to be a humble person for Allah SWT.. This evening my beloved Cuplis told a lot about rumors that had fast spread out amongst the in-la...

I hope this becomes my new era, as from Sunday, 22nd April 2012, I walk on in the crowd, nothing special from now on. I just lost nearly everything, world, wealth, and also "head". I  want to live as good as possible, I can make myself  look as happy as possible, I have long time withdrawn from normal life, from society, Now, when I have nothing, I am to walk on and make this life good. Yes, maybe everything will not be important now, having world and wealth will only make other people envy. Envy will make crook, dishonest  person to commit crime. From now on I must walk in a grace as if I am a wealthy woman, full with loves and happiness. Yes, that's it. I will do it. Life  is not easy like this, and it will not easy in the days to come, if you can not do anything to make this life  colorful. How? What shall I do? I know that I only have to live like a happy wanderer,  like a cheerful sparrow. Singing along the mountain track. I want too, I want to fill ...

In the month of November 2011, I got a lot of surprises, I received some admirers. They noted from my profile which I was thinking it was on the program "Are You Interested". They say I have a nice picture and profile, therefore they want to get acquainted with me. I have been slightly misunderstood at first, I thought they wanted only to make friends. Later, I realized, it was a program of online dating; it is ridiculous, isn't it? A woman of my age wants to get match online basis. Some guys came to greet me, they are around 7 persons, come as widower or single parent, or single, they want to have close relationship,I am really unprepared for this game. Yes, it is very very ridiculous, they are middle ages, in their late fortieth. I really could not accept it. There is one good guy, who boldly tries to understand me, he knows that I am a very head strong, I am much older than him, but he wants to know me more. As my sincere appreciation to my best friend, Mr. Alesandra...

This is day 2, I have received no message from my loved one, I feel withered, my heart becomes gloom; is it a love? I may get angry, because I only want to know his well-being. It turns out that I dare not be angry to him, he is innocent, I have never asked him anything, so he doesn't have to take any permission whatsoever for anything he wants to do. He is free to do anything, I may not cling him, I may not control him. For in fact, I am also not prepared to be his. I have just taken his hand to walk along with me hand-in-hand. So he may go away. I only will give him a portion of my hearty gratitude. This morning, I felt I was attacked by my own heart. My own heart has given me a test, will I be carried away with such situation, or can I realize that the important thing is my health, my thorough health. It is a must, because tomorrow I still do not know what will happen to my life. Dreams are always there; but dreams are just dreams, I think. I have tried to change myself, but...

This morning, I walked under the rain, along the street I was pondering about myself my present condition as well my future wish. My religious discipline is not too good, I am not working, and hence no money at all, so no house for old days of mine. I have tried for changes in me, but seems I couldn't change my appearance, There are a lot changes in me, I am healthy, have a lot of love, and happiness. Thank God. on this kind condition, I will be able to walk on with happy and love. In deep of my heart, I really don't want a son-to-be, I only want a robust elderly, The honorable Mahatma, this man should be able to grab me, pull me out from where I be, and to take me away with him. I will be patient to wait until it can be realized. For now, I still need to get in touch with a son-to-be, it is not my intention to tightly hold him, I only need him as the power of my gripping my handle, if he has already find his loved, he may go away, he may go away, I hope, he goes with happy ...

Bapakku adalah almarhum Bp. Adam Wirjoatmodjo dari Desa Kalikutes, Pituruh, Kutoarjo. Bapak juga biasa dipanggil dengan Pak Adam atau Pak Mantri Guru Bumiayu. Aku hanya ingat sedikit, karena sewaktu beliau berpulang, aku masih kecil, usia 8 tahun. Bapak dimakamkan di Kalikutes bersama-sama dengan saudara atau keluarga besar dari mBah Glondong, yang kukenal antara lain : Adik bapak (paman) yaitu Bapak Machmoed Wirjosugondo, mantri guru Grobogan, Purwodadi. Pak Adam menikah dengan Ibu Duwet, dan berputera 2 orang : Bpk. R. Adam Bintoro, almarhum Ibu Kuswarin (Kuswariyah atau Ny. Ginardjo), Semarang. Ibu Doewet wafat karena kecelakaan di Jakarta pada akhir tahun 1942. Kemudian Bpk. Adam menikah lagi dengan R.Ay. Macmoedah dari Loning, Kemiri, Purworejo, dan berputera: - Sri Asiyati atau nama dari bapak adalah : Kireini Asiyah atau Bu Yah. 1. Mayor AD Bpk. R. Adam Bintoro, dari Genie Bangunan menikah dengan: R. Ay. Soepadmi, berputera : 1. Rr. Astuti Kadarwati menikah dengan Mayor AL Pudj...

In the seventeenth  century there were cheotic in Mataram Kingdom. The King was Amangkurat I. There was rebellion of Trunojoyo. Amangkurat I had two sons, Raden Mas Rahmat and the younger was Raden Mas Drajat or Pangeran Puger. (Raden Mas was a Javanese nobility title and Pangeran was Prince). Raden Mas Drajat refused  to take responsibility in defending the kingdom with its capital of Plered.  , therefore on 26th July 1704 his younger brother, Pangeran Puger took the throne having title Susuhunan Pakubuwana Senopati Ingalaga Ngabdurraman Sayidina Panatagama Khalifah Tanah Jawa, the short,  Pakubuwana I. The duty was given to Pangeran Puger. LONING is a small village located in the district area of  Kutoarjo, Central Java, Indonesia. Specifically it's  located in the sub-district of Kemiri, around 30 km south of the city of Purworejo. There is found an old mosque, renowned as a cultural heritage, for it was an old mosque founded by a decendant of...