SELF PREPARATION FOR RAMADHAN
May 29, 2013 This new post is intended for self preparing to welcome Ramadhan. I know, that I am not too sincere in praying, I haven't done it regularly yet. I am still indulged myself, I am still trying to comfort myself. I do not complain about my present life, j'aime beaucoup mon train de vie. And I still hope there will still be a change in my life, I will be able to live gorgeously as an happy elderly, though living alone. Today, May 30, 2013, I am to promise to hold praying every time just for self indulgence.And I promise to hold better structured life. Today I totally failed, I am afraid that I will not have any chance to my obsession for reorganizing, resizing and repacking myself. I want to fast for 10 days to welcome the sacred month of Ramadhan, they say, if I can make use of 10 days of this month of Rajab, I will be able to have hope for better life. I want to do this seriously. Dear Sister, I regret very much, that this week I have failed to self discipl