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At this time, I think, there is nothing can be done, I must be down-to-earth. I may not be a dreamer anymore, for the time is so close, so can I do everything in reality. I don't know what will be there tomorrow, but I know I must take good care of myself, I must comfort myself. I wish from today, every movement I am doing will be a kind of self comforting. Everyday I must make sure that I am in a correct position, I am in a right path, and I am doing anything rightly. From morning until night, everything I do is for comforting myself. The enamy I faced is no one else but me, it is me,  myself. So I must win myself, I must throw away all the bad thought, I must make myself as a queen, a lovely queen. Just disregard all bad things that surrounding myself, I want only to fill loves and happiness, only. Thank you, my heart, thank you my mind, I can lead a happy life all alone. See everything from a correct angle, from a wisdom, be realistic. I know, I want to be a philanthropic, to

SEJARAH MASJID LONING Loning merupakan sebuah desa yang terletak di Kecamatan Kemiri, Kabupaten Kutoarjo, Jawa Tengah. Di desa Loning ada sebuah mesjid yang sampai saat ini banyak dikunjungi oleh peziarah-peziarah baik dari dalam maupun dari luar negeri. Mesjid ini terkenal karena di mesjid ini terdapat makam KYAI GURU LONING atau Raden Mas Kyai Muchyiddinnurrofingi yang mempunyai nama anak-anak Raden Mas Mansur. Maklumlah Kyai Guru Loning termasuk seorang ulama yang mahir dan juga kerabat keraton, yang kala itu bisa mempunyai banyak isteri dan banyak keturunan yang tersebar luas di dalam maupun di luar negeri. Kyai Guru Loning merupakan pendiri dan pengasuh mesjid dan pondok pesantren di desa Loning. Sampai saat ini Masjid Loning masih banyak menerima peziarah-peziarah dari dalam dan luar negeri seperti dari Malaysia, Brunai Darussalam, terutama pada bulan menjelang Ramadhan, bulan Sya’ban, tradisi yang terjadi sampai saat ini adalah “Khol” yang diselenggarakan setiap tanggal

RAJA MATARAM : PRABU AMANGKURAT I  (1645 -1677) Pada awal abad ke-18, Kerajaan Mataram menghadapi pemberontakan Trunojoyo. Prabu Amangkurat I kala itu mengalami kesulitan dalam menghadapi pemberontakan dan memberi tugas kepada putara tertua, Raden Mas Rahmat untuk mempertahankan keraton, tetapi pangeran ini menolak tugas tersebut, malahan ikut menyingkir.. Oleh karena itu tugas diserahkan kepada putera  sang Prabu yang lain, Raden Mas Puger yang aslinya bernama Raden Mas Drajat,  tugas untuk mempertahankan  ibukota keraton  PLERED. Namun karena terdesak oleh Pasukan Trunojoyo, Pangeran Puger menyingkir ke Jenar dan mendirikan kerajaan baru, PURWAKANDA dan bergelar Susuhunan Ingalaga . dengan ibukota Jenar Amangkurat I terpaksa melarikan diri dari keratonnya dan berusaha menyingkir ke arah barat, tetapi kesehatannya mengalami kemundurannya. Setelah terdesak ke Banyumas, kemudian ke Ajibarang dan Wonoyoso, akhirnya sang Prabu Amangkurat I mangkat di daerah Tegalwangi sebelah selata

Agatha's reading:, 28-8-2013 Today, you will be on the ball to make interesting conversation with a positive and sparkling attitude. You will be in the best position to teach something new to a friend. New career possibilities could open new doors for you at this time of  year. Try to recall what you see in your dreams as this could hold in important message. These dreams will make you feel more positive and luck is sure to follow which will produce positive results. Amin 3.9.2013 Oh God, if my livelihood is in the sky, then get it down, if it is in the earth, then get it out, if it is difficult to achieve, then make it easy, if it is unclean, then purify it, if it is faraway, then make it near. Thank the truth of Thy light, Thy goodness, Thy beauty, Thy strength and Thy power. Give me what Thou has given unto Thy servants the pious. The aged life seems to be very frigile, and susceptible to illnesses, to have accident, to be crippled. I often see  the ageds becoming powerl

August 28,  2013  I need a new standing for going forward to have an awesome journey along the path of heaven, I need to have, and therefore I am culturing a positive and sparkling attitude, a happy going-lucky  attitude. I try to lead a good and happy life, for alone, I cannot rely on anyone else, only to the Almighty God. In the end of episode, I must live with LOVE, LEARNING, AND FAITH. For LOVE will make life more convenient,  LEARNING or knowledge or science will make life easier, and FAITH (in God) will make life in more order.(difinite life orientation). Because a lot of things are beyond human power, so we must be submissive to GOD. We are culturing those love, learning and faith in the heart that clean and healthy, so we will be appreciative, having positive thinking  In life, I must have been missing  certain loves, I have never experienced some complicated problems in the love realm. I develop love of universal meaning. I should forgive myself for everything, for every f

Twilight is nightfall, the time when the sun down in the afternoon, going to be night. One should have cleansed oneself and be ready to have afternoon prayer, or "sholat Magrib", it is late time of the day, one supposed to have finished with working time of the day. For elderly, it is a late time, one is supposed to be composed, and  should concentrate on spiritual matters like reciting sacred Kuranic verses for self provisions in the eternal world, the time when one is to appear before the Almighty God. One should not be burderned with mundane matters, nomore turmoil in the heart,  One is supposed to be calm, composed, wise and solemn. In the world of reality, there are still a lot of problems that must be faced by individual, whilst life is still there. Problems that never came up before, this time they can come up and turn upside down everything. One needs firm attitude to face problems, to be brave, as well as to be considerate. When they are still active and work for t

We do our fasting for about 18 days now, and Iedulfitri will be in about 10 days' time. I don't have any preparation for celebrating this Iedulfitri. It has been along time that I don't celebrate Iedulfitri. In the past of two or three years I have neglected this celebration, because I myself have been in emosional trouble, heavy trouble. And I have been here, in Candi, since the month of September 2012, so nearly one year. I feel better now, I can enjoy my being in this place. And I have made up my mind not to ramble anymore. Lately, I feel rather blue. When I was still in Pontianak, I was feeling bad, I felt unacceppted (only my feeling), and now I have the feeling of unattended, but I myself contradict this feeling, as long as they don't  react, I may not suspect bad to them, my staying here is on my own choice, so I will do everything I could, just for helping the landlady to alleviate the house work. It's only a small thing I can do, for reciprocating this fa

May 29, 2013 This new post is intended for self preparing to welcome Ramadhan. I know, that I am not too sincere in praying, I haven't done it regularly yet. I am still indulged myself, I am still  trying to comfort myself. I do not complain about my present life, j'aime beaucoup mon train de vie. And I still hope there will still be a change in my life, I will be able to live gorgeously as an happy elderly, though living alone. Today, May 30, 2013, I am to promise to hold praying every time just for self indulgence.And I promise to hold better structured life. Today I totally failed, I am afraid that I will not have any chance to my obsession for reorganizing, resizing and repacking myself. I want to fast for 10 days to welcome the sacred month of Ramadhan, they say, if I can make use of 10 days  of this month of Rajab, I will be able to have hope for better life. I want to do this seriously. Dear Sister, I regret very much, that this week I have failed to self discipl

I posted on FB updating my status that in reality, heart dictates one's life. I have said that because I realize that leading my life down-to-earth needs a lot of patience and devotion, needs work hard. I believe my heart can manage totally my life, as I always wish. I want to be a copywriter, this seems very promising, because they offer an opportunity to be a retirement to have a side job, for people who is 18 or 80, I have already had the basic tools for this. But once again, they say it is from +XL AXIATA Amulago... what is it? Now, who is playing a prank on me? I will disregard it, because I don't have any money to be given away.Yes, I do want money, I need it, but how can it come into my account? I have no job, so there is no pay for me also. Back to a copywriter. I hope I can find the way to be a copywriter, and I hope also I can get money and then lead a life as normal as possible. Dini is very best niece I have, she has transferred me money for my daily requiremen