BE USEFUL AND BE HAPPY
At this time, I think, there is nothing can be done, I must be down-to-earth. I may not be a dreamer anymore, for the time is so close, so can I do everything in reality. I don't know what will be there tomorrow, but I know I must take good care of myself, I must comfort myself. I wish from today, every movement I am doing will be a kind of self comforting. Everyday I must make sure that I am in a correct position, I am in a right path, and I am doing anything rightly. From morning until night, everything I do is for comforting myself. The enamy I faced is no one else but me, it is me, myself. So I must win myself, I must throw away all the bad thought, I must make myself as a queen, a lovely queen. Just disregard all bad things that surrounding myself, I want only to fill loves and happiness, only. Thank you, my heart, thank you my mind, I can lead a happy life all alone. See everything from a correct angle, from a wisdom, be realistic. I know, I want to be a philanthropic, to