LIFE IN CANDI
I have decided to choose this kind of life. I wanted to live in normal condition, I wanted to have activities for winning bread for self support. yet I could not begin to initiate this kind of life. I am afraid that I will be like another lonely woman in this world, but I tried to be patient because it is what I have chosen, I must adhere what has been chosen by myself.
November 09, 2012
It's nearly 3 months since I was leaving Depok, West Java. On August 28, I left for Semarang from Depok by Karuna Travel, this kind of transportation I could afford that time. and I stayed in Semarang for about 2 weeks. On 10th of September, I left for Surabaya by Wisata Karya Travel with the destination of Mas Fatah's house at Karangan, Surabaya. I stayed overnight there and on on 12th I went to Surono's house in Candi, Sidoarjo.
So, tomorrow, on 12th November 2012, I would be 2 months staying with his family there.
Thank God, that I am well accepted by his family here. I am very peaceful here, Surono's wife is a very kindhearted woman, she is a creative housewife, she is very busy everyday to win bread. I think I could be helpful here, even though I still can not decide what to do for my own living. May God guide me to my good and useful life.
I hope I can restore my life now on, because what I had experienced last year until last month were very bad, I thought I had been finished since then. Now I feel peaceful to live here in Candi, Sidoarjo, a place which rather far away from hectic metropolitan, Surabaya. I think, I will stay in this village forever. I wished I could make myself useful here.
I reread a book of Dale Carnegie "How to stop worrying and start living" for so many times. I got this book from a friend that sympathized my being solitude 40 years ago. A friend that I never met in personal encounter, a very good friend that consoled me when I was feeling bitter and rebellious forty years ago.I read and reread this book.Last year, for about one and half year, I was attacked again those feeling bitter and rebellious, it was too serious because I have been elderly, I was afraid that God has punished me to have such pity destiny as an old woman. This had ruined all my dreams to be a graceful and high respected old lady, because I met many awful or dreadful happenings that could make me very poor or destitute. Amazingly, I found out that what I had experienced, Carnegie had peeled it in his book, meaning I have done everything like his suggestions to stop worrying and star living like what I did 40 years ago. Now, I realize that I must live as good as possible to bring my own life to be useful and happy. Yesterday was only dream, and tomorrow is a vision of hope, and I must live today fruitfully.
November 15, 2012
I am not suffering imsomnia, for I always lay down whenever possible. Now it is 2:40 in the morning, I decide to sit in front of my computer to write down something. I know I must find out to do something for my living, I must work, I can't depend my further life to my beloved nephew's family, I must make contribution whatever small it is.
I was correct when I decided to choose this family to be my life guardian and I live here peacefully, thank you.
I wished my bad luck session had been totally closed by bad experience happened in my brother house, my money is diminishing. I must do something or else I could be wrecked again. I will do my best to restore my life, savoring the world with loves.
November 09, 2012
It's nearly 3 months since I was leaving Depok, West Java. On August 28, I left for Semarang from Depok by Karuna Travel, this kind of transportation I could afford that time. and I stayed in Semarang for about 2 weeks. On 10th of September, I left for Surabaya by Wisata Karya Travel with the destination of Mas Fatah's house at Karangan, Surabaya. I stayed overnight there and on on 12th I went to Surono's house in Candi, Sidoarjo.
So, tomorrow, on 12th November 2012, I would be 2 months staying with his family there.
Thank God, that I am well accepted by his family here. I am very peaceful here, Surono's wife is a very kindhearted woman, she is a creative housewife, she is very busy everyday to win bread. I think I could be helpful here, even though I still can not decide what to do for my own living. May God guide me to my good and useful life.
I hope I can restore my life now on, because what I had experienced last year until last month were very bad, I thought I had been finished since then. Now I feel peaceful to live here in Candi, Sidoarjo, a place which rather far away from hectic metropolitan, Surabaya. I think, I will stay in this village forever. I wished I could make myself useful here.
I reread a book of Dale Carnegie "How to stop worrying and start living" for so many times. I got this book from a friend that sympathized my being solitude 40 years ago. A friend that I never met in personal encounter, a very good friend that consoled me when I was feeling bitter and rebellious forty years ago.I read and reread this book.Last year, for about one and half year, I was attacked again those feeling bitter and rebellious, it was too serious because I have been elderly, I was afraid that God has punished me to have such pity destiny as an old woman. This had ruined all my dreams to be a graceful and high respected old lady, because I met many awful or dreadful happenings that could make me very poor or destitute. Amazingly, I found out that what I had experienced, Carnegie had peeled it in his book, meaning I have done everything like his suggestions to stop worrying and star living like what I did 40 years ago. Now, I realize that I must live as good as possible to bring my own life to be useful and happy. Yesterday was only dream, and tomorrow is a vision of hope, and I must live today fruitfully.
November 15, 2012
I am not suffering imsomnia, for I always lay down whenever possible. Now it is 2:40 in the morning, I decide to sit in front of my computer to write down something. I know I must find out to do something for my living, I must work, I can't depend my further life to my beloved nephew's family, I must make contribution whatever small it is.
I was correct when I decided to choose this family to be my life guardian and I live here peacefully, thank you.
I wished my bad luck session had been totally closed by bad experience happened in my brother house, my money is diminishing. I must do something or else I could be wrecked again. I will do my best to restore my life, savoring the world with loves.
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