HAVE COURAGE, MY DEAR
Life must go ahead, life must grow well and produce good fruit. I see in my former road of life, I had been living in dream, I wanted to live in reality, but I was unsuccessful, I still face worries and unhappy. I am going to make this life energetic and lively, even if I shall be a dreamer.
Candi, January 8, 2013
I promise to myself, by now I am to proceed regular and orderly prayers as a muslim. I only believe in Allah SWT, and I believe that I have the courage of facing God's will upon me. I will be down-to-earth and live with reality. If now, I am rather enticed by world of dream, I really can't resist it. I will have a try, I will conduct orderly prayer, plus night prayers for my nephew's family welfare. I promise for today on
The last few days I felt very reluctant to write down my feeling.
January 13, 2013
It is funny, isn't it? Yesterday, I wrote that I got an email saying that my email won Lotto Mega Jackpot to the amount of GDP 1,000,0000 (under Draw Nr. 1593). I already told a lot about it, but those phrases were not appearing in this page, because I closed it without saving it first. I had saved it, but there always appeared the warning that it could not be saved, and I clicked "ignoring this warning", usually after so many times I repeated this process it can be closed, even without saving, it can appear intactly. It was not, in this time, the phrases had disappeared.
January 21, 2013
It was already more than a week I didn't complain about life. Facing the reality that I was so vulnerable, easily to be deceived. As I had told you that I received an email saying that I won GBP 1 million from Lotto Mega Jackpot. I might not easily believed that it could happen in reality, I knew it was only tricky doing or deception of irresponsible crooks, but they were wrong, for I was not a rich person that had enough money to pay for funding it.
Now, I am feeling doubtful again for my further living, I am afraid of becoming destitute, because I can't do anything for my own living. I know, that I begin staggering, I unsteadily walk, and I am afraid that I will get nowhere. Therefore a good friend has suggested me to recite the following verse, for I absolutely agree with the contents.
By the powers of the East, which have ably mastered all adversity
By the powers of the West, where there are no obstacles to my will
By the powers of the North, where luck smiles upon me everyday
By the powers of the South, where all my desires are immediately granted.
I seek that my life be free from all negative thoughts
My close family, my friends my employers, my employees are happy!
My projects, my hopes, my business, my work are excellent!
My meals, my foods are delicious
My pleasures, my distractions are healthy and pleasant
I don't wish to be younger, nor to be older
I want to benefit ardently from the present hour
I am full kindness for the whole world
I expect nothing in exchange for the love that I give
I wish that the abundance strength, confidence and attractions born of my reflection, my gestures,
my words, my acts, flood all of my life
and that everything I touch change into TREASURE.
My aversion of doing regular prayers and having no hope has weakened my life, I lost my confidence, and I don't like it, I am in despair. I have promised to do regular prayers, as I believe in Allah SWT for my further destiny. A good friend prepares to help and to guide me to have happy and I feel it will not contradict in term my present faith. Therefore will follow her, to improve my mental quality. Yes, I promise that from now on, I will do my best to restore my life totally. I am not in doubt anymore, I belive I do no wrong, I am faithfull to my conviction, for my whole life safetiness, and I follow the guidance of my best friend for making up my inner beauty, for my own better and peaceful life. I think there will be no contradiction in this matter.
Tomorrow is the last day of January 2013, the first month of 2013 is passing by, I wished I could close this page and tomorrow begin a new attitude. Last 10 days I was upset, I felt reluctant to do regular prayers, so I wanted beginning tomorrow I could again make myself active as a human being. I will still let dreams walking along with me, because it will be my consoling thought. I realize that my reality is in contradiction with my dreams, it's okay, I'll take it for granted. I live in reality, but I'll find out pleasure on my way, let dream be only dream. I had indulged my life, tomorrow must be another different day, I hope.
Candi, January 8, 2013
I promise to myself, by now I am to proceed regular and orderly prayers as a muslim. I only believe in Allah SWT, and I believe that I have the courage of facing God's will upon me. I will be down-to-earth and live with reality. If now, I am rather enticed by world of dream, I really can't resist it. I will have a try, I will conduct orderly prayer, plus night prayers for my nephew's family welfare. I promise for today on
The last few days I felt very reluctant to write down my feeling.
January 13, 2013
It is funny, isn't it? Yesterday, I wrote that I got an email saying that my email won Lotto Mega Jackpot to the amount of GDP 1,000,0000 (under Draw Nr. 1593). I already told a lot about it, but those phrases were not appearing in this page, because I closed it without saving it first. I had saved it, but there always appeared the warning that it could not be saved, and I clicked "ignoring this warning", usually after so many times I repeated this process it can be closed, even without saving, it can appear intactly. It was not, in this time, the phrases had disappeared.
January 21, 2013
It was already more than a week I didn't complain about life. Facing the reality that I was so vulnerable, easily to be deceived. As I had told you that I received an email saying that I won GBP 1 million from Lotto Mega Jackpot. I might not easily believed that it could happen in reality, I knew it was only tricky doing or deception of irresponsible crooks, but they were wrong, for I was not a rich person that had enough money to pay for funding it.
Now, I am feeling doubtful again for my further living, I am afraid of becoming destitute, because I can't do anything for my own living. I know, that I begin staggering, I unsteadily walk, and I am afraid that I will get nowhere. Therefore a good friend has suggested me to recite the following verse, for I absolutely agree with the contents.
By the powers of the East, which have ably mastered all adversity
By the powers of the West, where there are no obstacles to my will
By the powers of the North, where luck smiles upon me everyday
By the powers of the South, where all my desires are immediately granted.
I seek that my life be free from all negative thoughts
My close family, my friends my employers, my employees are happy!
My projects, my hopes, my business, my work are excellent!
My meals, my foods are delicious
My pleasures, my distractions are healthy and pleasant
I don't wish to be younger, nor to be older
I want to benefit ardently from the present hour
I am full kindness for the whole world
I expect nothing in exchange for the love that I give
I wish that the abundance strength, confidence and attractions born of my reflection, my gestures,
my words, my acts, flood all of my life
and that everything I touch change into TREASURE.
My aversion of doing regular prayers and having no hope has weakened my life, I lost my confidence, and I don't like it, I am in despair. I have promised to do regular prayers, as I believe in Allah SWT for my further destiny. A good friend prepares to help and to guide me to have happy and I feel it will not contradict in term my present faith. Therefore will follow her, to improve my mental quality. Yes, I promise that from now on, I will do my best to restore my life totally. I am not in doubt anymore, I belive I do no wrong, I am faithfull to my conviction, for my whole life safetiness, and I follow the guidance of my best friend for making up my inner beauty, for my own better and peaceful life. I think there will be no contradiction in this matter.
Tomorrow is the last day of January 2013, the first month of 2013 is passing by, I wished I could close this page and tomorrow begin a new attitude. Last 10 days I was upset, I felt reluctant to do regular prayers, so I wanted beginning tomorrow I could again make myself active as a human being. I will still let dreams walking along with me, because it will be my consoling thought. I realize that my reality is in contradiction with my dreams, it's okay, I'll take it for granted. I live in reality, but I'll find out pleasure on my way, let dream be only dream. I had indulged my life, tomorrow must be another different day, I hope.
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