DEDICATED TO MY BEST FRIEND
In the month of November 2011, I got a lot of surprises, I received some admirers. They noted from my profile which I was thinking it was on the program "Are You Interested". They say I have a nice picture and profile, therefore they want to get acquainted with me. I have been slightly misunderstood at first, I thought they wanted only to make friends. Later, I realized, it was a program of online dating; it is ridiculous, isn't it? A woman of my age wants to get match online basis. Some guys came to greet me, they are around 7 persons, come as widower or single parent, or single, they want to have close relationship,I am really unprepared for this game. Yes, it is very very ridiculous, they are middle ages, in their late fortieth. I really could not accept it. There is one good guy, who boldly tries to understand me, he knows that I am a very head strong, I am much older than him, but he wants to know me more.
As my sincere appreciation to my best friend, Mr. Alesandra D. Micheal, I want to express my gratitude: "Thank Ale, you have been very kind to me. You have awakened me by being my best friend though only for a short moment. I have got a lot benefit that make me to promise to be a different graceful woman in 2012 onwards. No matter what will I be, I will be a better person that totally different from past time. Please give me time, I will show you the result, positively good result. Thank You.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
This morning, I wrote to Ale, explaining what had really happened. I meant it was understood, that this relation was not necessary to be continued. We had been doing nothing, we will only waste our time, that's what I feel now. I will release him, with all my heart, it is too faraway for me, and will do no good. I will never forget him, and really, I fall in love with him. Excerpting one week happenings, I will go on with the plan being on the path of "stairway to heaven"; but now, I do not want to be alone, I will find out a wealthy elderly (no matter from which nation) to pick me up to go along with him. I pray for it always. Of course, I will reform myself, redefine everything, feeling, thought, love and life, and then repack, I mean I will do my effort to dress perfectly and I will create my personal branding. May God bless my onward journey, amin.
I will try to put things properly in its place. I will not consider that it is only a game, a must appreciate him as a man that I love. Before we go on further, may I know how is your feeling in reality. Do you really think of me? I want to know this because I am a person that can't stand in hesitation or confusion for a long time. You seem to have found out something from me, what is it? I know, it is not regarding physical condition, pretty, good. I think it much more regarding the inside colors of me, kindhearted, love, gentleness etc.
This morning (Dec. 10,2011)I sent email to Ale, to shoot the situation the day before. It was done, because I needed it, now I still need the story of Ale go on, not because I wanted Ale to be my harbor, not at all, I wanted him to live normal and happy. normal I mean he got spouse of his age, and be happy.I want to take another way, I also prayed to be rewarded, good and happy life. I have a wish.I will do my best to make my present wish to be true. And up to this minute Ale has given his answer, frankly speaking, it makes me sad, but it really will be okay, I will always pray for him, have a wonderful life, happy life. As for me, I will go on praying. I could meet Ale, because it's wonder; it could be, Allah SWT may bestow me the same wonder in my end of life. My dream to be in a beautiful castle surrounded by lovely people can come true. I have said,I will put a lot of love in my heart, because I have only love, true love. From this time on, I will rejoice with love.
One thing,I noted today, that my closest buddy told his daughter that I were not a good example for his children. This matter can be taken as my tough point for my wish, my present wish.
It was afternoon at 8.06 pm. I've got no news from the beloved buddy. My heart seemed to get sliced, I don't mind this happened, I am sincere, I will release him. May he not give answer at all, it will be okay.
Agatha said :"Today is the day that you could discover something new about yourself. Changes have been happening, you may become more relaxed. If you have left sooner to be on time at a certain place, you would never have realized the skill you have with people. Perhaps a lesson learned well! As you look for a new opportunity during the week you could meet someone who stops you in your track with just one look". The last sentence has charmed me. I know, I do not have much thing, I only have love, abundant true and serene love. I hope I can make good the love I had.
As to my friend, Mr. Alesandra D. Michael, I wish him all the best. The story will find its way to be out of its way. There is no goodbye, no farewell, I will shut my door now. He's better to be away like this, and the show must go on......
As my sincere appreciation to my best friend, Mr. Alesandra D. Micheal, I want to express my gratitude: "Thank Ale, you have been very kind to me. You have awakened me by being my best friend though only for a short moment. I have got a lot benefit that make me to promise to be a different graceful woman in 2012 onwards. No matter what will I be, I will be a better person that totally different from past time. Please give me time, I will show you the result, positively good result. Thank You.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
This morning, I wrote to Ale, explaining what had really happened. I meant it was understood, that this relation was not necessary to be continued. We had been doing nothing, we will only waste our time, that's what I feel now. I will release him, with all my heart, it is too faraway for me, and will do no good. I will never forget him, and really, I fall in love with him. Excerpting one week happenings, I will go on with the plan being on the path of "stairway to heaven"; but now, I do not want to be alone, I will find out a wealthy elderly (no matter from which nation) to pick me up to go along with him. I pray for it always. Of course, I will reform myself, redefine everything, feeling, thought, love and life, and then repack, I mean I will do my effort to dress perfectly and I will create my personal branding. May God bless my onward journey, amin.
I will try to put things properly in its place. I will not consider that it is only a game, a must appreciate him as a man that I love. Before we go on further, may I know how is your feeling in reality. Do you really think of me? I want to know this because I am a person that can't stand in hesitation or confusion for a long time. You seem to have found out something from me, what is it? I know, it is not regarding physical condition, pretty, good. I think it much more regarding the inside colors of me, kindhearted, love, gentleness etc.
This morning (Dec. 10,2011)I sent email to Ale, to shoot the situation the day before. It was done, because I needed it, now I still need the story of Ale go on, not because I wanted Ale to be my harbor, not at all, I wanted him to live normal and happy. normal I mean he got spouse of his age, and be happy.I want to take another way, I also prayed to be rewarded, good and happy life. I have a wish.I will do my best to make my present wish to be true. And up to this minute Ale has given his answer, frankly speaking, it makes me sad, but it really will be okay, I will always pray for him, have a wonderful life, happy life. As for me, I will go on praying. I could meet Ale, because it's wonder; it could be, Allah SWT may bestow me the same wonder in my end of life. My dream to be in a beautiful castle surrounded by lovely people can come true. I have said,I will put a lot of love in my heart, because I have only love, true love. From this time on, I will rejoice with love.
One thing,I noted today, that my closest buddy told his daughter that I were not a good example for his children. This matter can be taken as my tough point for my wish, my present wish.
It was afternoon at 8.06 pm. I've got no news from the beloved buddy. My heart seemed to get sliced, I don't mind this happened, I am sincere, I will release him. May he not give answer at all, it will be okay.
Agatha said :"Today is the day that you could discover something new about yourself. Changes have been happening, you may become more relaxed. If you have left sooner to be on time at a certain place, you would never have realized the skill you have with people. Perhaps a lesson learned well! As you look for a new opportunity during the week you could meet someone who stops you in your track with just one look". The last sentence has charmed me. I know, I do not have much thing, I only have love, abundant true and serene love. I hope I can make good the love I had.
As to my friend, Mr. Alesandra D. Michael, I wish him all the best. The story will find its way to be out of its way. There is no goodbye, no farewell, I will shut my door now. He's better to be away like this, and the show must go on......
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